It’s not messy, I wish him nothing but all the happiness in the world and I know one day we’ll both look back and smile. I was moving out of the house my ex and I shared and I had a hamburger. To be honest, I haven’t even had a fleeting desire to eat meat since then.
Probably the second most substantial change in my recent life is my diet and my weight. I noticed it happened more when I had meat in my diet. I also can remember how I’d never felt so sick in my life those following few hours. Well, the first 2 months’ post meat were true game-changers with my appearance.
The first guy I let in after my divorce and dated decided to ghost me. I’ve turned into this strong, powerful and no-holds-bar person, and truthfully, it’s such a change from the me I was before, it’s taking some getting used to.
Al in all, through all of those changes, I’m happy. But most of the time, I wake up feeling good about this next chapter of my life.
Every single post is a reminder of what I don’t have anymore.
For any others on Keto who know how hard it is to have a social life and practice a carb free diet, any pointers? Your workouts will blow and you wont push maximum poundages.
I knew the world was changing fast, I have a ton of single friends and watched them go from dating app to dating app, trying to weed through ALL OF the frogs in search of their prince. And that’s not something he could budge on, and I totally understand that.
And even in the thick of the unhappiest months of my marriage, I was never envious of them. This last one was with someone I truly saw a future with. Just like I can’t budge on not traveling, I can’t expect him to budge on distance.
Those blows, which I’ll probably never talk about, were too much for us to overcome. I look back and think if what happened this summer happened a year or two ago, we’d probably been able to overcome it.
But when you’re already falling so quickly out of love with someone, you don’t have the fight you used to.
I feel happy knowing that it won’t be long until I’m truly happy.